Maybe my friend is right, I'm becoming a spender. I'm losing control a little bit in my spending...

Tonight, I'm going to try to clear my mind. I did a lot of stupid purchases lately that I could avoid. Anyways, tonight I'm going to try to clear my mind by putting order in my school life.

I'm stressing about the essay that is due next Monday and I have troubles finding the book for my essay. I can't believe that my book is not available in Quebec. I went to the sites that Amber's suggest me and the books are cheap but the shipping takes up to 14 days!! I need it by next week so I went to Amazon and bought it brand new and it will ship this Wednesday. Stupid of me? Yes, I could have talk with the teacher but the book was perfect for my essay and it is peer-reviewed. Anyways, I had one month to do it but I didn't start because of exams and such. *sigh* I learned my lesson. It's time to manage my time well.

My brother is worst than me. He writes his essays at the very last minutes. Want an example? Yesterday at 10 pm, he was writting his English essay due tomorrow morning. He was bitching at us because we are bothering him and his excuse is always, I don't have time! Yeah right...

Anyways... I have to manage my time and try to not spend anymore. I don't even regonize myself anymore... I'm becoming someone whom I fear the most and I feel like a hypocrite now =_=.